Day 172 | Made with Love

...for all our guests...and...the dessert is ready! I am cooking 3 course meal for 15 people on Sunday to celebrate Lil Dumpling's 3rd birthday with 3 starters, 4 curries, one rice dish, and 2 desserts! Wish me luck!!!

Day 149 | It's Time

for Lil Dumpling's EEG test! Fingers n toes crossed and hoping for the best!

Day 136 | Mango Love

In spite if sleepless night, keeping a close eye on Lil Dumpling, I woke up quite early today. While my two boys are sleeping peacefully, I sneaked into kitchen and gobbled up 2 mangoes the Indian way with juice dripping from my mouth and arms while I noisily sucked its pith! Ah heaven! Ah simple joys of life! And now working on my next blog post to keep my mind away from wandering into negative thoughts and what better thing is to bring all those happy memories flooding back and lifting my soul than the sight of these golden beauties! :)

Day 135 | Blessed

To have them in my life! We are back at home from hospital after another episode of heartbreak and hope! Like every time (knock on wood) the end it is hope that triumphs over every thing else and I am grateful for that. But 3 ambulance rides and 4 hospital stays in this year is more than enough to put me off from hospitals. But at the same time I can't thank enough all the hospital staff for helping us in those painful episodes. 

 Today I am just thankful for every simple joys, like able to sleep in our beds instead of narrow hospital beds. Tomorrow I will be back to my usual whiny and complaining self ;)

Day 134 | Need

...to be with Lil Dumpling more than anything! How I wish...

Day 98 | Looks Can Be Deceptive

A quiet moment before doing one heart flipping somersault which made my heart jump to my mouth! Boys!!!

Day 79 | Darkness

Right now my mood matches the dark skies above me! I am soooo angry with someone and if by any chance I am to come face yo face with that guy, I will not think twice to say what I think of him in very colourful language! Oh we live in this world where some feel they can just get away doing what they like even when it is unethical!!!

Day 14 | Thankful

Life has a funny way to make you appreciate little things just when you start to take things for granted! Perfectly happy and healthy and bouncy Lil Dumpling gave us a big scare when we received a call from his daycare in mid morning. For a little guy full of beans, he got the very first cunvulsion while playing in the snow... A ride in yellow ambulence is nothing new to us; he had his first when he was in my womb n later when he was barely 8 months old! We thought the worst was over, but being in charge of another life comes with great responsibility, worries and heart break :( Thank god everything is fine...atleast for now!

My two boys are napping now, two bodies n one soul, on a narrow hospital bed. One look at the father n son figures, so much alike and so much in love with one another, is enough to make me grateful for everything I have in my life!!! Hopefully we will be back in our home when the sun sets behind the snow capped mountains...